I’ve been meaning to write this post for a few weeks, but for some reason I’ve had a hard time sitting down to do it. It’s probably because I don’t want to officially deal with some of the emotions I’ve avoided over the course of the past few months.

This was my first fall as a fan for the UW-Stout women’s soccer team, instead of as a coach for them. Part of me has completely moved on from my time on that sideline, but there is a part of me that will likely never let it go.

My record of wins and losses with that team was rather abysmal. A record that for all objective purposes reflects my effectiveness as a coach. That is a rather difficult pill to swallow.

Click here for the rest of the post